Seriously brain blocked
…..it doesnt help that i have quite a few projects stewing in the pot… i dont really know where or how to start. But truth be told, I AM excited about what’s cooking. Not as much as last month….but its still pretty juicy. And Im STILL excited about it.
In other happenings, Im now wearing a garnet stone ring. I glanced thru the book and saw that its supposed to help stimulate blood circulation and improve memory… much like how gingko biloba works I guess. Then i read somewhere else that garnets also symbolise faith and truth, repels negative energy…yet another book says it’s the Stone of Commitment.
Ah commitment. That “C” word.
Hmmm….maybe the improved circulation, hence improved memory helps by way of helping one remember what to DO… and in a way that IS commitment???
In the past Ive always had trouble with the C word in quite a number of things I do.
I think…a love for what one is doing helps muchly as well. Otherwise, can you imagine spending the rest of your life just going through the paces like a mechanical robot? Just doing something just for the sake of doing it, without knowing what its for, or worse… doing something for your own sake.
Id know about this… being one of the youngest in the family… Id pretty much do whatever I want, without a care for how it would impact the family on the whole. Going away from the family nest and living away for months on end hasnt made me any less a loner or a spoilt brat… but i did learn the value of working/living with a team and the meaning of that word almost synonymous with commitment - sacrifice.
Im looking forward to improved memory with my garnet stone.
